When I was browsing on You Tube, I clicked the video of Angel Locsin on Boy and Kris talk show and one of the singer sung "Angels brought me here". OMG! I was so helpless and clueless about it! It reminds me of my past how crazy I was during my high school days about this love song... I played this song many times and wishing that it would be nice if this could happen in real life of mine. I thought I couldn't reach my ultimate dream (to become a legal wife of a caucasian) isn't that insane????? guys are everywhere but you can't blame me if my taste is caucasian.

I miss my mother.... the way she used to be.. I used to be a mama's girl!

I miss your voice that used to softly sing my special lullaby.
I miss your hands that used to hold me when I was scared.
I miss your eyes that would bring me to ease each time I stared into them.
I miss your nicknames you gave me when I would act bad.
I miss you falling asleep to your heartbeat when I would lay my head upon your chest.
I miss the prayers we taught me when we prayed together.
I miss the "I love you's" & "Be careful's" everyday.
I miss the "Good Morning" & "Good night's".
I miss our tickle fights.
I miss our arguments knowing you were always right.
I miss you........the way you once were
huhuhuhuhuhu
I told my husband once, "wish I just stay as a baby so that forever i'm on my mothers arms... and he felt bad for a while coz he thought I don't wanna be with him which is not true.. I am just missing my mother.

Naloloka na talaga ang lola, I've been trying to make my blog look cool but it goes to uncool! Since I started blogging, I designed my blog on mah own, finding ways to beautify it, making it more attractive but somehow I am so confused, it's about my link badge. I adore mostly ate Jan's blog, some old bloggers too and etc. in fact I am impressed and wondering how they did it! (html badge thingy) ggggggrrrrr

I realized today that I am not nothing.... I am something that I can be proud of myself, to fulfill my dreams and achieve my goals, failure can possibly exist but it's an option. It only matters of doing, trying,, and though the road may be long, it will be traversed if I just keep walking, in my own way at may own pace.

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1. Charlie of Challeechallee

Now, I am passing this tag to Ianne of Pinknote's Diary, Chiklets of My orange vest, Ganda of Ihasta la vesta me amor,Saul krisna of Why me?, Shy of A Journey of Life, Deejay of Deejay's PAP

It's funny how many people that are impatient realize that they are and they are really sorry for it, but can't seem to overcome it. I'm getting a lot better, I used to be much more impatient than I am now but i still have many problems with it... my husband keep telling me to be patient sometimes, Am only impatient in some situations. ... I am very impatient to the things that I really want so bad.. I'm not a very nice person to be around when I'm stressed out or aggravated that this is not good at all.. but you know, this is an attitude that really you can't keep on track... Do you think this is insane?

I received a tag from my friend shy and thanks for tagging me gurl...

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I am not an optimist by nature. I have always looked at the worst scenario, gotten down by setbacks, fought to keep my sanity sometimes. Maybe b/c I feel very bad....

Our lives are so busy and sometimes we live so far from our families. We miss the relationships with them and often we do not even share important life events with them. If not actual distance then at least we must move closer in our hearts. As what the older people say, "no one will ever love us unconditionally like our family can." Agree????

Yesterday afternoon, I got a magazine of Victoria's Secret on my computer desk. My husband told me that maybe I should start seeking clothes for fall so he left me a magazine of Victoria's Secret. I have a few dresses, shirts etc. that is VS, but they will be useless this coming fall. Since fall is coming, I was just quite unhappy b/c for sure I'll suffer how cold inside and outside of our payag. And need more jackets on. ggggrrr but maybe I might love it because of the smells that you speak of; and also because things are dying, things that you don't have to take care of anymore, and the grass stops growing. (Am just lazy mowing the grass). But anyway, am kinda excited b/c we don't have fall season in the Philippines and hhhhmmm this is gonna be my first time to endure what really fall feels like.

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, feels like insomnia ah ah