It's funny how many people that are impatient realize that they are and they are really sorry for it, but can't seem to overcome it. I'm getting a lot better, I used to be much more impatient than I am now but i still have many problems with it... my husband keep telling me to be patient sometimes, Am only impatient in some situations. ... I am very impatient to the things that I really want so bad.. I'm not a very nice person to be around when I'm stressed out or aggravated that this is not good at all.. but you know, this is an attitude that really you can't keep on track... Do you think this is insane?

I am not an optimist by nature. I have always looked at the worst scenario, gotten down by setbacks, fought to keep my sanity sometimes. Maybe b/c I feel very bad....

Our lives are so busy and sometimes we live so far from our families. We miss the relationships with them and often we do not even share important life events with them. If not actual distance then at least we must move closer in our hearts. As what the older people say, "no one will ever love us unconditionally like our family can." Agree????

As I've posted on my blog several months ago, 'Gaining weight'... I feel like there's no change about my figure! I keep weighing myself but still I just lose sometimes 2 lbs. or sometimes more. When Ganda asked me a favor to post a recent photo of mine, I was hesitate to include my photo here... jek jek jek shy effect kau.. 

Have you heard someone called you a  'BITCH'? w/ or w/o a reason? Hhhmm some people just insecure, jealous, and feel ugly for themselves that's why they call us bitch! hhhmmm such a bad word butttt we might don't know or didn't even hear that from them, but for sure back-biters doooo.. Agree or Disagree?????... oink oink oink 4 them! jek-jek-jek

There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgements and opinions, to keep your life focused in believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly, keep yourself headed in the right  direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

When I open up the window for my online game 'Dark Age of Camelot', I saw  TeJan gave me an award again! Same as Marky... But I was so lazy when the time I grab my award from Marky's Blog and unfortunately, I didn't even read what it says... When TeJAn dropped a message to my other blog , she said that "this time is a lil bit challenging"... God! I was so  ashamed to Marky ..But well, I guess it's not yet too late. They both say, to accept this award you should share 7 interesting things about you. Well, I am thinking while I was playing my online game. I don't have much friends so i'll try! To Marky and Tejan, thank you for including my blog to this award.