We all know that dogs have special qualities which make them unique among all creatures on this earth.
He is Turd the oldest dog of my husband. He is smart but not so active b/c of his age. He's 16 years old. Can you imagine that? It's so rare now a days that dogs can live longer. He is our inside dog. We used to put him outside to pee or to crap. He's well trained but there are times that he can't hold it and just give up on it into the floor.
Turd who always there for me everywhere I go, when I go to the bath room, bed room and etc. he's just like my tail that I couldn't get rid of him. Sometimes I almost step on him b/c he kept following me, perhaps too much but I realized he just love being with me or he just want to guard me. I love this dog though we didn't spend much time with him but Turd is always there for us. Our tiny, cuddly little Turdy.


Thursday was our day! we both celebrated our birthdays though mine is one week ahead, yet we decided to celebrate as one. We went to Hot Springs, AR where we both enjoy our moments together. Hot Springs looks like France... just for what I have seen on T.V. I keep comparing it to the places here and wish we could move there.. jek jek wish ko lang! We spent the whole day around the Hot Springs. Eventhough we had fight before we leave at home but we fixed it! And we are both happy after all. And now he is 37 and I am 22, I feel like I am getting so old... I don't wanna get old honestly, but nobody can stop it lol. Well, I guess I'll just live life to the fullest while young and kicking! jek jek
Anyway, this is the first birthday that I am with the man I love b/c I've been celebrating my birthday alone except with my family.

We went window shopping but I didn't even got a dress that fits me. I just end up with my cute brown hat.
At the park when we just had our lunch at Italian Restaurant
These is the tower were going to visit
And now, here i am....
I am now inside the Tower... nag bukiki..

hhhhmm but of course maka limtan ba di ay ang SIMBAHAN..
My mother in-law's gift for me.. And also, I received a Birthday card from my grandmother inlaw.. that was really flattering..
Our Birthday Cake!
The Icing nga pwerte gyud tawn gahi-a pisliton nga na unsa na ang resulta sa amoang cake... pero enjoy gihapon.

Sunday night  we went to  Larry's Pizza and had our dinner. Since were close to the Post Office, we just drove by and there we got our Bills and also this Phone Bill. Hubby was so happy when he saw this amount $126.74. We used to pay our phone bill that cost $800-$2000 when the time I was still in Philippines. Whatta waste of money?! 3 times of everyday my husband used to call me. He is unsatisfied with chatting thru yahoo messenger. It's just so much different when you were talking on the phone than just via  net. 

He always told me before that he is struggling b/c  of his Phone Bill but "you all worth every penny" he said.  And now I am here, I still used the phone for international calls for me to able to talk to my family back home in Philippines but at least not often as he used to be.

 May award nasad ko... proudly from tejan! Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu.. jek jek jek.. 

All of my life, I tried not to rely on somebody else's except sa akong bana... ni tagam naman jud ko nga gi boy2x ko og taman kay naka merkano nku unya for them, I have bunch of money which is  not really true. Anyway, I start blogging on my own, figuring things out how, where, when w/o any help of somebody else. I believe that I could  start something for me to have fun. W/o knowing you could earn money by blogging. And that's my goal that someday, I could earn money thru blogging. And I've got new friends here that really makes me feel that somehow somewhere you could have friends everywhere.

 I would like to share this to my friends ...
GandaChikletsCyndiIanneDaotMarkyJettro, and Yen...
God Bless and Have a nice day to all.

Gotta do some changes about myself. I had enough! So tired gaining weight, though I love to eat but I barely see myself every look at the mirror... how quaint???
I am lazy kind of person but when I saw some of my photos, gggrrrr I often screamed of it! know why? b/c I am so freaking fat! And I love wearing shorts all the time and one thing that pissed me off, it's just so tight... Then I started doing Yoga at least once a day.

Everyday I'm on my Elliptical machine burning 1200 calories.. while watching a movie b/c I cannot reach my goal which is 1200 if I will just run and thinking about how tired I am. And I am planning to play a football this next weekend or so. I can't play alone by myself... that's boring! Hopefully, it'll be fun if Mr. Mad Man will play with me. This could help me burning fatssssssss


It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. For my husband, I always want the best for you especially on your Birthday.
You may always hear me saying 'I love you' but I am not satisfied. I always miss you every time you're not with me. Every turn I make that you're not around, I am officially missing you. Thank you for being my friend, my best friend, my boyfriend, my husband and everything. And I couldn't ask for more.

Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece,
Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art,
Just as a teacher needs a pupil to mold into greatness,
Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless
Advance Happy Birthday!

When I was browsing on You Tube, this video caught my eye! A lil boy Charlie bitting his big brother Harry's finger! I love watching this video over again and again. I also showed this to my husband and so to the other video of this kids and he laugh and laugh... 

The number 1 most outrageous home video,  44 mil hits as what I've heard! Some people may react and leave negative comments but many nice viewers love this video and I believe the whole world wide...

Is it the innocence of the childhood moment?
Or the pain of his big brother Harry? 
Or the right timing of that laugh?

Two days ago, were so happy just being together except last night. Since it's my hubbys day off, we went out for a dinner and movies. Last night, we took one of our dog to the ER b/c he got so sick! We just noticed that he look so weak, skinny and not responsive. He is usually the noisy and the active one. We've waited for an hour inside the animal hospital for the findings and we do some sort of stuff like paying the bills. And God! that was freaking expensive! $1200 just for a dog? Human or animals, here in America, paying the bills are almost the same and too way expensive! Anyway, when were driving home, I can tell that my hubby look so weary and worried. So, I used to be a clown everytime he look like that. I fart and fart inside the vehicle and that was sooooo loud! but that time was not a stinky fart yet! But at least he laugh for a while. When we got home, I crawl in bed next to him and we talked for a while like we always do. We consider ourselves a Bestfriend.. Hmmm and BEst Lovers too! whuahahahaha..Anyway, we are the couple that we didn't hide anything, we express what we feel and we freely fart to each other. Lol! He learned it from me, when we're in Manila for my interview, he was laying in bed and I stand close to his face and I fartttt so bad that really stinks! He screamed and screamed b/c it's so smelly and I just laugh and laugh! And last night, he's so worried about his dog and I comfort him, I wrapped my arms around his body, I covered him with the blanket and I FARTTTTTT.. He looked at me and he just smile instead. And I can tell by then that he is okay.

Is it farting makes someone you love laugh??? hahaha

"The Goods:Live hard, Sell Hard"

In a desperate attempt to save his rapidly failing used car dealership, Ben Selleck hires a crack team of "car mercenaries" to ramp up sales during the Fourth of July weekend. Led by the fast-talking, foul-mouthed, self-assured Don "The Goods" Ready, the group has three days to sell over 200 cars. But as Don undertakes his newest mission, and quickly falls for the boss's daughter Ivy, he realizes he'll have to trust more than his cars and his crafty skills in deceit to make a success out of the daunting weekend.

"500 Days of Summer"

This is a story of boy meets girl, begins the wry, probing narrator of '500 Days of Summer,' and with that the film takes off at breakneck speed into a funny, true-to-life and unique dissection of the unruly and unpredictable year-and-a-half of one young man's no-holds-barred love affair.

Tom, the boy, still believes, even in this cynical modern world, in the notion of a transforming, cosmically destined, lightning-strikes-once kind of love. Summer, the girl, doesn't. Not at all. But that doesn't stop Tom from going after her, again and again, like a modern Don Quixote, with all his might and courage. Suddenly, Tom is in love not just with a lovely, witty, intelligent woman - not that he minds any of that - but with the very idea of Summer, the very idea of a love that still has the power to shock the heart and stop the world.

Anyway, my hubby loves this movie b/c he could relate it to his past life. It is really a good movie. And so far, it was another enjoyable tuesday hangout.

our dinner @ The Faded Rose 
before we catch 2 movies..

G-Force 3-D

Honestly guys, It's my first time watching 3-D. I am a movie lover but in my island Cebu, we don't have 3-D there I guess. All I've heard that was only in Manila. Anyway, I did had fun yesterday with my husband. Dinner for a while at Wings Stop then watched these couple movies. I've been longing to watch the G Force but everytime were in the theater, we always miss the time but last night was a good timing for us! When I saw the G Force thriller, it made me laugh... juz because this 3 lil mice saying... "poop in his hand" 2 times! that was soooooo cute!

District 9

The tension between the aliens and the humans comes to a head when an MNU field operative, Wikus van der Merwe, contract a mysterious virus that begins changing his DNA. Wikus quickly becomes the most hunted man in the world, as well as the most valuable he is the key to unlocking the secrets of alien tech. Ostracized and friendless, there is only one place left for him to hide: District 9.

@ Wings Stop

Hickory Smoked BBQ

Lemon Pepper

This is about how I learned to forget, but not to forgive.  And how to forgive, but not to forget. Month of February was a month for greatness for everyone. For me, it was hell on earth. 11 months ago, I am engaged with my husband. He came over  3 times to see me. The first visit was so wonderful but I didn't put in my mind that once you have a foreigner, most of the people thinks that you are super duper RICH! though you're not! Last Christmas, I supposed to stay at home in the province and waiting my interview schedule. As a months goes by...
 someone just want a favor so I traveled from the province to the city.  I went to one of my relatives house, tried to do some arrangement and agreement.  A relative that I used to run when my father's house was burnt down.  We both need a house to lived for temporarily so that my father could keep working and I could also continue my study. I stayed there for months until my father wants me to come back to his new little home. 

I got home from the province and I took my sister with me to that relatives house and start our conversation. The agreement wasssss, asked the money  to her parents for a cake that worth 3k... but all they see in me is "DOLLARS". Her mother said that 'WE HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WERE NOTHING AND NOW YOU GOT MONEY, IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO PAY US BACK!" 3 boy2x man hinoon.. I hated to be treated like that.. you know, my parents didn't even give a damn word like that?! how much more somebody just helped you for something??? On that time, I was out of budget, the money that I had left was only 1 thousand and I don't want to asked money to my fiance because I still have my parents that can feed me. So I explained to her that I don't have enough money and I cannot afford that. But hey, she didn't even waste any time listening to me! Later on, we got home and I did something that is really necessary. I talked to the sales lady who worked at the bakery about that cake that they'll just pay it after 3 days before the birthday .

When that birthday was over, I packed my bag and I decided to go home to the province nga naay gi bawon nga sakit sa dughan. I am just a human... need to unwind. I used to talked to my husband on that time everyday. He tried to cheer me up. He was the hope, the clown just to make me happy. So he decided to go back to pinas again to forget what happened. When he arrived in Cebu, we didn't waste any time, we flew right away to Boracay for 10 days vacation. There my life was quiet, my life was full of happiness being with my husband. When that vacation was over, he flew back to the USA and the problem that I involved was getting worse. 
My friendster account was hacked and somebody's changing my shout-out.. she wrote like "I am just after the money of my foreigner. Plus, 3 of my yahoo messenger was hacked and my email addresses too.  I don't have any Idea on that time but just rely on God and I do believe in KARMA! She thought that she could poisoned my husbands brain to get rid of me by just hacking and changing every text on my friendster. I just knew it when one of my closest friend text me " wui mariz, dili ka lainan sa imong gi panulti sa imong friendster?".. And my friend proved it thru her friendsters account. Just mad when I ignore all of her messages because I really really feel bad. I pained like hell! Wala pa sya nakuntinto huh? gi apil2x pa nya akong ginikanan.. og uban pang sakit nga istorya!

The hacker was just cousin that got married to a 54 year old caucasian. according to my husband, she is sooo  pathetic and jealous...... And am not afraid of her warning.. God only knows what you are! I thought you were a GOd fearing because you used to pray every night holding with a rosary and we didn't know that you were such a DEVIL INSIDE! And no matter what effort you will try to ruined my life and relationship, you'll never win! And one month later, I still remember those day. My mother told me to do something but I said no! She might haven't meet someone that is an island, well, that's gonna be me! OVER MY DEAD BODY!

May 5th was my interview at the US embassy in Manila with my husband and I passed my interview with the helped of God. And the next following days, I flew from Phils. to USA and fulfill my destiny. 


Proud Ate as ever as I can be... I am so happy that she got a job that really what she wanted and and I thought you couldn't get it b/c you were so picky unlike me when I was a fresh grad. Eventhough she got failed sometimes in finding a good job, there's always a place that really meant for her. She have waited for this moment. Now, at last, it has come true. She have finally reached the summit, and now am quite proud of her.. Always remember that am always here for you, no matter what... You are worthy of this triumph. I know sis that you had trained for countless hours, never knowing where the outcome would lead, when this day was done.

She passed her interview and written exam in a prestigious company, Innodata. When she got a call from the company, letting her know passed and have to prepare about her requirements, she just jump and jump and jump.. And as I've told her..'try and try until you succeed.' She went to the province to unwind b/c she gave up and don't wanna expect no more. But sometimes life is such a joke. Things will just come by when you least expect it!

You have longed for this occasion and at last, it has arrived.
Now you stand above all others, with heart and soul revived
From this time, you'll travel onward towards you future aspirations.
But this day, enjoy your moment...
With my warm congratulations.

The AMA comsci students!

As I've posted on my blog several months ago, 'Gaining weight'... I feel like there's no change about my figure! I keep weighing myself but still I just lose sometimes 2 lbs. or sometimes more. When Ganda asked me a favor to post a recent photo of mine, I was hesitate to include my photo here... jek jek jek shy effect kau.. 

Monday morning, my husband bought me an Elliptical Machine for me start burning off my fats. And I was so happy that he's also concern about my figure. Though he always told me that he don't care if I'll get fat, but sometimes, I don't want him to take a look to another women...maybe bec she got a nicer curve...still Am proud of myself that I got a firm chest but I just gain more weight and am suffering this belly fats.. and there are times that  I really love to eat especially food are not healthy, hhhmmm lami man jud ang bawal wui. And I can't help myself but to grab it and feed it to my mouth. And when I called my mother and telling her about my figure??? She just laugh at me, og matud pa niya.. "hahahaha I am sexier than you do now!".. whatever! 
Every now and then, I keep comparing my waist line from my past 2 years  photo which I posted earlier "finally-fall-in-love"... OMG! I wanna have that flat belly again.. I don't know if can really make it once again.

My topic tonight is about 'Kaon' again... As in to the max!  Since am a big fan of a chicken, I love eating every minute of it... jek jek jek

When I got here in USA, my husband drag me to this restaurant called 'Wings Stop', where everything is chicken. hhhhmmm love it! they have 9 kinds of flavor and my favorite one is Hawaiian which is really taste soooooo good for me. My very first order was chicken teriyaki flavor and it was good but when I tried the Hawaiian, God... seems like I finally found my someone, este, favorite one.. and the last time we went there, I had 10 chicken wings but just recently, hhhhhmmm I ordered 20!!!!??? wuahahahahaha.. I know, I ate too much but well, I still have left overssss.. can't force myself to have a bite  if I already have enough...

This next photo is just another flavor which is "atomic".. OMG!... the one from the left, It's my husbands favorite flavor. He won't even make any ugly face everytime he'll take a bite.. when he ask me to have a try, hhhmm I didn't waste anytime and I nodded my head, he feed me this atomic wings and DANG IT! I almost throw up because it is so spicyyyyy and one glass of my sprite wasn't enough. It made me sweat! hhhmmm never gonna try it again! swear to god.

Plus the sauce, are so good.. Nice aroma, not super greasy ever..  excelente! But America still didn't have my most favorite part of a chicken... hhhmmm I've been looking for it but until now, cannot find it! It's just "Isol" sa pinas.. "Isol" is my most favorite part that I love to always have.

Last night we went to the Mexican restaurant and I just  had shrimp for a change and so far, so good.. But trying hard to go back to my diet again hopefully tomorrow.

Have you heard someone called you a  'BITCH'? w/ or w/o a reason? Hhhmm some people just insecure, jealous, and feel ugly for themselves that's why they call us bitch! hhhmmm such a bad word butttt we might don't know or didn't even hear that from them, but for sure back-biters doooo.. Agree or Disagree?????... oink oink oink 4 them! jek-jek-jek

Being a Bitch means.... I stand up for myself and my beliefs, I stand up for those I love.. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things the way I won't compromise whats in my heart, I live my life by 'My Way', I won't allow anyone to step on me, I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty I hold w/in... you won't succeed. And if that makes me a Bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and I'm proud to be a "BITCH".

P.S. Nobody called me 'BITCH' yet but well, just in case.... wuahahahahaha! 

There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgements and opinions, to keep your life focused in believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly, keep yourself headed in the right  direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

A weekend hangout with my husband... Since he got his day off, we able to spent time together... I got a chance to sleep beside him, playing online games with him and hang-out with him.

1. Saturday; Dinner @ Chili's
I had chicken and shrimp
He had Cajun Rib-eye

2. Sunday; We went to Little Rock and had our dinner @ Chinese Restaurant

I've never been in this restaurant 'FuLin', I was just addicted to the Japanese Restaurant but when I've tried their food,.... gggggrrrrr makes me wanting more! 
And here's my husbands food

And mine, well, obviously am such a big eater... A chicken with shrimp, scallops  and a bowl of rice.... daghan ani wui!

And after our dinner, we went to Rave Theater to watch some movies....We had fun! the G.I. Joe and 'The Perfect Getaway really scared me! Sooooo scary but you'll learn some lessons.. like you really can't trust someone whose totally a 'STRANGER'.. And I told myself if you cannot even trust someone who is traitor, how much more a stranger?????